yeah.. finally done with my exams.. in fact its been almost a fortnight since my last paper..
and i am here again...

been really doing nothing... and hell it sucks.. watched like don't know how many movies everyday.. heh thanks to my precious downloads....

hell.. life is you know kinda meaningless.. and i'm really looking forward to my cameron trip at the end of next month.. a big breather just before my hectic term starts again..

a big big shoutout to all those who knows me.. who treasures me as a friend or whatever... to all those i'd let down... I'm really sorry. To my mum.. i love you.
To tseying, hope you're doing really well now.. will try to message you again someday..

Smoochies and huggies..
Fear of the dark..

my my, what did i say ? didn't i say i won't be back till at least after 19 ? and its not even close.. in fact my exams hasn't even start !
for crying out loud, i am really perplexed. can someone tell me is there any really value in clinging onto a promise that the someone you made the promise to doesn't even care if you're still keeping it ? if its about principle hell yeah... but i don't know how should i relate it into words...

any missy cupid or mr love advisors around ? although i know its all craps and such but hey... soemtimes i do need a laugh or something.... i don't have the mood to mug let alone do many other things.. seriously speaking who in the world are we living for... or what are to living towards ? have you ever done anything in life to make yourself so proud that you can actually say h ey man i live this life once and its one hell of it.. catch any balla ? well ditto...

avoidance is just a mean of not falling for you. i've said it like so many times, until i myself can untie myself from this knot. this embargo will always be there. i know my actions have hurt you. I know i'm not right in doing so, but do you know how I feel ? it might be me playing puppet alone but its just me.. you know what i mean?

I don't wish to feel that piercing pain in me again, nor do i wish anyone to experience it. so let it go will I. cowardice maybe. images of you keep conjuring in my mind, but the past lives on. Peeping at you, hoping to see you around and sound just somewhat settles me abit. Fretting over your well-being when i don't see you around and frantically seaching for an answer to delude that unncertain mind... is that aKa love ? well, at least the images aren't as clear, i can see i'm letting it go. If things never get started, it'll never leave a mark. So why not we just don't start it.

at least yZ came up with an album, thats the very least of consolation i got from recent events.

I need to get back to my books soon. like plain staring at greeks or arabics help at all.
Well... only the lonely....